Forgotten Time from Helgeson's blog

I smiled. Yes, perhaps everyone has a chance to meet one or two outstanding people, so it seems that I have had the same feeling. To put it simply, I fell in love with him at first sight. I noticed the floor he went downstairs, asked where he worked, and greeted him with a smile when I met him. He was very easy-going, and that's how we met. Then I broke up with my boyfriend. I admire her quick decision. She noticed my eyes and smiled. "Am I heartless and ridiculous? I just know this man, but the more I look at my boyfriend, the more I feel that it's not interesting to get along with him.". Even if I can't catch up with him, I probably can't make up my mind to continue with my boyfriend. It's better to get rid of it earlier. "I tried to get close to him, but he was not difficult to get close to. Sometimes when he came out and saw me on the road, he would pick me up and give me a ride.". I used to be sent by my boyfriend. After we broke up, I had to go to work by myself. By the way, my ex-boyfriend's car is much better than his Jetta. "I joined an outdoor sports club where he stayed," she continued. "I kept an eye out for the music he played in his car, the topics he talked about, and then I tried to cultivate the same interests, in short,warehouse pallet racks, I didn't miss any opportunity to get closer to him." I sighed in my heart, not because I felt pity, but because I heard too many stories like this, and I made myself more and more addicted, and finally I didn't know whether I fell in love with that person or the feeling that I couldn't extricate myself from it. I thought we were familiar enough to get up the nerve to ask him out on Valentine's Day, and he laughed and said, No,wire mesh decking, I'm sorry, Annie, I've got a crush on a funny girl and I'm going to ask her out tonight. My heart was colder than the weather at that time, and I could only put on an expression of indifference, otherwise how could I have a chance? I believe no girl can resist his pursuit. I could only pretend not to care, and occasionally when I met him, I would ask him jokingly if I had caught up with him. He smiled and said, "Funny girl, worth more time.". I was so jealous that I could only laugh with him. Once when I met him drinking alone in a bar, I asked him why he didn't bring your girlfriend with him. He said that she was still a student, and she liked quiet and was afraid of noise, so she didn't like to come to places like bars. I was surprised that he liked a student. Maybe I was too professional and feminine. I was not the type he liked at all. So I went to straighten my hair and wear as preppy clothes as possible. But it's still useless. "When the summer was approaching, the club organized a trip to Daocheng Aden in July. He signed up for two names, push back racking system ,shuttle rack system, saying that his girlfriend was on holiday and was going to take her with him. I also signed up to see what kind of girl could attract him." I have long been accustomed to such trivial memories, and I can only extract an article from such a running account that can be published in the newspaper and catch the reader's eyes, so I listen quietly. But on the day of gathering, he came alone. When I asked him, he said impatiently that he had broken up, and then he was too lazy to talk to anyone. I was surprised and happy. Oh, is this my chance. We flew to Chengdu and then chartered a car to drive. Of course, I took a car with him. He was silent all the way, and I didn't bother him. She was in a trance again and paused for a while before saying, "Daocheng Aden is very beautiful in summer. Along the way, the grasslands are dotted with wild flowers in full bloom. In the distance, there are snow-white snow mountains, clear rivers and beautiful plateau scenery. Sitting beside the people I love wholeheartedly, I think it's a dream trip.". After arriving in Daocheng on the fourth day, other groups of people went to see the local theatrical performances in the evening. He took a walk outside alone. I followed him. I knew he didn't welcome people to disturb him, but I couldn't control myself. She suddenly stopped, then wry smile: "I want to go on, you will not think I am silly." I laughed, too. "No, I never judge the quality or behavior of my readers. I just listen. Readers take full responsibility for themselves." She laughed out loud. "Yes, I offered myself to him. He hesitated. That's what I said to him: 'I know you don't love me at the moment. I take full responsibility for my actions.'". ” "Well, I can't judge, but I have to say it's not a good choice." I said gently. She nodded. "I know, but I don't regret it.". After coming back from Daocheng Aden, he was still so aloof and always absent-minded. If I asked him out, he would occasionally take me out, all in hotels, and then leave. We were physically intimate, but nothing else. In the middle of August, he suddenly told me that he was going to resign and work in Shenzhen. I froze and asked him if he wanted to avoid me. He laughed and said no. He never had to hide from anyone. When he couldn't get along with each other, he broke up directly. But his family insisted that he go there, and he was just tired of staying here. I wanted to say what should I do, but it was obvious that his arrangement did not include me at all, and I also said that I was responsible for myself. He said let's go to the mall and I'll give you a gift. I got in his car, and all I could think about was, is this a breakup gift? I don't want a present. I want him. I looked at her with a little pity. Is the person I want so important and irreplaceable? Many times when readers come to talk like this, I always want to ask this question, but I never ask it. When the car arrived at the underground garage, he suddenly got out of the car and talked to a girl riding a bicycle. His expression was so nervous that I couldn't help it any more. I lowered the window and smiled at them. I asked him if he had met an acquaintance. The girl turned to look at me and smiled. She said yes, it was an acquaintance. Goodbye, and then turned away. He kept staring at her back and disappeared. It was so hot, but I was a little shivering. So this girl was his girlfriend who broke up with him. She was wearing a T-shirt,shuttle rack system, jeans, a backpack and a baseball cap with the logo of a fast food restaurant. She looked thin and delicate, but he looked at her so intently that he had never looked at me like that. 。 jracking.com

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